Emerging Worlds: Chronic Illness and Viral Infections










 
  Stories in the fire...

Humans have been telling stories to each other for as long as we have been around. Our stories inform, teach, entertain and bring us together as a community.

The Center of Hope story section presents a variety of tales and background pieces we have found inspiring or useful as we have considered the many forces at work in healing .

We believe it is in the telling of our stories we find the faith to continue exploring remedies that reduce suffering in those of us who are afflicted.

You can find other inspiration stories submitted by members on the Center of Hope - Public Discussion Board.

 
 
Compassion

Compassion has felt the burden

Of a body wracked with pain,

Has wandered on and off the path,

And then returned again.

Compassion has borne the brunt

Of senseless, brutal jests,

And known the fears and agonies

That life presents as tests.

Compassion has been the lonely child,

Crying for comfort in the night,

Facing all the demons alone,

And praying for the light.

Compassion has known the struggle

Of healing bitterness and hate,

Refusing to pass the poison on,

Walking through freedom's gate.

Compassion has been the face of

Every human pain and sorrow,

Compassion has held the dream

Of horizions and tomorrow.

Compassion knows no judgement,

Having walked all roads in time,

And praises every weary warrior,

For the mountains they have climbed.

-Jamie Sams

   
Feed the Monsters

My daughter Aine and I were walking in the woods today playing a game. She was pretending that there were monsters in the forest and that they were coming to eat us. We had to be vigilant. We had to defend ourselves. I asked her "What is the plan? What are we going to do if we see one of the monsters?" She replied, "Feed them."

"Feed them?" I said.

"Yes," she said. "If we feed them they won't want to eat us."

I think she has the answer there. Imagine if President Bush took that $40 billion that Congress gave him and used it to feed people. Heck, take $20 billion to fix up US security and clean up New York and use the other half to feed people. And not just feed them with food.



   
Biological, Chemical Warfare: A problem to be managed, not solved
By the time Secretary of the Navy Richard Danzig stood at the podium on a recent Tuesday night at the Stanford Barn, the crowd before him had already heard a day and a half of stories about how symptoms of everyday illnesses could portend anthrax and other deadly agents.

So, when Danzig began his speech Nov. 17 at the Hoover Institution conference about biological and chemical weapons, the situation he described didn't sound outlandish. He asked those present to imagine a year, call it 18. Troops are massing at Fort Riley in preparation for war. Some start to get sick. Flu-like symptoms worsen until a number begin to die. The illness spreads to the civilian population, races through the units of U.S. allies and even hits the enemy.

"In a matter of months, deaths in the United States exceed one million," Danzig said.

The kicker? That chilling scenario was real. In 1918, as the United States fought World War I, an influenza epidemic struck, hitting U.S. troops, then spreading to civilians. About 600,000 people died, a number proportional to 1.4 million in today's population.

If something like that happened today, "we would be unable to tell if it's man-made or natural," Danzig warned.



   
Brain Injured Children: Mary of the Light

Mary LeBaron in January. Mary's eyes remained rolled back most of the time and her body was rigid and twisted before nutrient therapy.

For each of us there is a moment when time stands still and our lives are changed forever. Such was the moment for Virginia LeBaron on August 9th when her nine-month-old daughter, Mary, choked on a walnut that was in the banana nut cake she was eating. Frantically, Virginia tried everything she could think of to dislodge the walnut from Mary's throat. She tried the Heimlich maneuver. She held the child upside down and slapped her on the back. She used her fingers to try to remove the walnut, and finally, to no avail, tried to breathe for her baby. Mary was blue and foam had begun to come out of her mouth. Medical care is poor in Baja California: 911 doesn't exist and ambulance service is nearly unheard of. Realizing that she had to have medical help, Virginia and her sister-in-law, Rachael had no choice but to drive to the nearest hospital 25 minutes away. And what a drive it was as Virginia careened around corners, knocked down fences and shouted instructions to Rachael to keep her baby alive. Yet any glimpses Virginia caught of Mary in the terror-filled journey revealed that she was lifeless.

   
Biological and Chemical Warfare Are Here Now

“How many deaths will it take 'till we know

that too many people have died.

The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind

The answer is blowin' in the wind.”

-- Bob Dylan

There has been much written in the press the last couple of weeks about the threat from terrorists if they commandeered a crop duster to spread biological warfare agents. Yet few writers have mentioned that these planes are used for this purpose every day, but not by terrorists. Instead, they are used by licensed operators who are spraying deadly chemicals on our lands and on our children.

We don't have to wait for chemical warfare to be waged on U.S. soil by terrorists. Such warfare has been underway for over a century. Every day, billions of pounds of deadly chemicals, many of which were used as chemical warfare agents in World War I and II, are applied as pesticides and herbicides to soil, plants, and people around the country and the world.

   
Jamie Sams - Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
Jamie Sams, 49, walks like an old woman. She shuffles, hunched over, and sometimes forgets what she came into a room for. Off and on for 11 of the past 30 years she's been bedridden with an illness that has been misnamed and renamed many times, but generally is referred to as chronic fatigue syndrome.

Yet in spite of constant exhaustion, pain, 80-hour headaches and a long list of other health problems, Sams is driven to help others who suffer from similar symptoms. Her mission is to raise awareness about what she sees as one of the most misunderstood, least known and sometimes openly denied medical theories of our time: that chronic fatigue, certain cancers, autism, attention-deficit disorder, multiple sclerosis and a host of other serious and often life-threatening diseases originate as viral infections.

   
Report from the Centers of Cultural Dysfunction
Hidden away deep in the heart of every town they survive. They have their own language though it is used almost exclusively only with their own kind. They have their own humor, but it is dark and difficult to comprehend or appreciate. They claim to be dull or dim-witted, but refuse to be ignored. They claim to be "seriously ill" but have a silly little name for their illness (like who among us hasn't been tired!). Their social behavior is limited; exercise seems to be a dirty word. Who are these people?

   
Bach Flower Essense Treatment for Fibromyalgia
Although Bach Flower Essences are thought to affect only emotional imbalances, this can sometimes be the key to the cure for a physical illness.

   
The Questions of Chronic Fatigue
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome is an illness fraught with many questions and very few answers. Doesn't everyone get tired? Isn't everyone fatigued and exhausted at times? The ill-named illness implies a simple tiredness that doesn't begin to aptly describe the many symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome.

   
GULF WAR ILLNESS CONFERENCE IN PORTLAND ANSWERS QUESTIONS
Trying to dismantle the myths and lingering questions behind the unexplained Gulf War Illness, "NORTHWEST VETERANS FOR PEACE" (NWVP) sponsored the first west coast medical conference on Persian Gulf War Syndrome (Sept 9th-10th.)

   
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome: Men's Stories
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome is generally characterized as a "woman’s disease," despite a 1995 study from Harvard University which found that to be a myth. The study, published by Anthony Komaroff, M.D., and colleagues in the Annals of Internal Medicine, demonstrated that CFS does not discriminate between men and women, contrary to assertions made by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention for more than a decade.

   
Viral Epidemics Sweep the Globe
Chronically ill, virally infected human beings around the world pray for mercy and hope for a cure. I am one of those who have suffered for thirty years with Chronic Fatigue Immune Dysfunction Syndrome. I have all of my 48 years of medical history documented including vaccinations given before I was a year old. I physically collapsed the first time in 1970 for nearly a year. This disease has been one of America's biggest cover-ups and is also called AIDS-minor by some American physicians and research teams in other countries. I am a best-selling author with over two million books in print in 38 foreign countries and 17 languages. I am a part of the remaining ten percent of CFIDS patients who contracted the disease in the 1970's who have not been reclassified as terminal cancer patients or who have sadly committed suicide. In the past year, I have tested positive for 13 active viruses. Human Herpes Virus 6, Epstein-Barr Virus, Cytomegalavirus, and nine species of Coxsackie viruses as well as four recently active airborne Chlamydia viruses which have very high anti-body counts. These do not include the "stealth viruses" for which I have also tested positive. I have chosen to take on the duty of doing medical research to help others who did not contract the disease until the 1980's or later. I have been totally bedridden for eleven of the past thirty years. Although I am a fighter, there is presently no way to stop the hemorrhaging in my spleen, kidneys or my brain which has persisted for the last fifteen years.

   
Florence Nightingale's Message For Today
History is one of the most important aspects of any profession. Modern nursing has a proud heritage through the founder, Florence Nightingale(1820-1910), amystic,visionary,healer,environmentalist, feminist,practitioner, scientist, politician,and reformer.1 She left nurses a legacy in over 14, 000 letters and over 100 books and pamphlets. Nightingale's achievements are astounding when considered against the backdrop of the Victorian era. Her contributions to nursing theory,research, statistics, public health, and health care reform even today are foundational and inspirational. As a bold and brave risk-taker,Nightingale had vision, dedication, and commitment.